What to do

Yes i had quite a good day wif u guys
but after our meeting every thing changed
and now it is getting worse..

gosh..
why will it become liddat??
i hav no answers
becca is getting sad and 自责ing
someone is 不爽ing
Tzar ged mad and went off
and now quitting our family
this is the first time we split apart
and mad at each other like datremember what rachael low says:
Rainbow is made up of 7 colours, If one colour is missing .its not a rainbow anymore..its just 6 defferent colours ..7 of us come in as a family .. and no one is allowed to get left behind
and now we really are just 6 different colours...
she says that now we hav 7 members just nice
bt she don't know each colour cannot be replaced by anyone
i feel bitter in my heart when i saw '7 members' up there
i missed u guys and the we time spend together
u guys gave me lots of love and make me happy and crazy all the time
and i do want this to continue
but how?
we are not complete now
i just don't feel we are all together
NOT AT ALL
WHAT IS THIS? WHAT IS WRONG WIF US? WHAT SHOULD WE DO NOW??!!?
i'm really worrying about this
but i hav no chance to talk to her since she was sitting so far and she is also ignoring me
she threated me different from the past
i feel dat when i first met her in skul the next day
and when we talked i hav dat strong feeling
i don't know what i did
and i really don't dare to talk with her now
i feel different in my heart too
our distance got far apart and i just dunno what to do
i am so stupid and i feel so sorry

and for carmen also
i had a little problems wif her earlier
and now i think we are getting better
well,what is going to happen next
i seriously dunno
and too fear to think bout the future
i don't know how would our family and friendship be
but i hope
i really hope
it will be better than now

By the deepest of the heart,

Adelyn

because we sits together and got the chance to talk everyday
i noe something happened but i didn't ask
i would not false ppl to say things they don't wanna say
and i will just hope u get through all ur problems strongly
and passes ur violin exam..good luck=)